Of Half Love, Half Friendship

It was during the second year of my four year course when things started to change. Being a localite, I had the advantage of knowing the city better along with my personal vehicle to move around places. As I was a geek in college, all I cared for was marks... Yes, they mattered a lot to me. And I did everything I could to score well in my exams. 

Due to this, I got a little popular amongst the 400 students in the whole batch. It was when my technical skills got into the limelight, a lot of students started approaching me. In that lot, there was a guy named, Sachin who came here from another city and didn’t know anyone. He had a different background and thus wasn’t really strong in his subjects. He was the first guy who genuinely approached me for studies and according to him, I was the first girl who said yes to teaching him things and help him through.

We clicked in one instant became best friends in college. As he didn’t know anything in the city, I took him to a lot of places. Places that became our favorite spots for a hangout. Time flew and we got closer. But it was only a good friendship that we shared.

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One fine evening, we were invited to a friend’s birthday party which was organized in a club. We went there, had a few drinks, ate good food and danced! With each other... a lot! Our bodies were grooving just right on the music beats and we were completely in rhythm with each other. Everyone felt there was something going on between us then (but actually nothing was going on)! 

We only shared a good chemistry.

Both of us headed to a friend’s place for the sleepover, where everyone reached and slept (given the number of drinks everyone had). We too were drunk but were totally in our senses. We just lay on the bed where we found some space. There were other two friends who were lying on the same bed but we didn’t care and decided to doze off.

In reality, none of us sleep that night. Sure, we wanted to, but couldn’t. Call it the effect of the alcohol or whatever, but I was tipsy and he was calmer than usual. Just when I pushed myself into the sleeping mode, I felt something, underneath my dress! I instantly stopped it and later realized it was Sachin’s hand! I had goosebumps all over my body and he just wanted to take his hands inside more. I knew I had to put a stop to it and I tried... a lot! But couldn’t control him... or let’s just say, resist him!

His hand gave me that electric current that I had never felt in my life, ever! He knew I was liking it and so moved his hands more, first on my neck, then on my hands, moving to my stomach and then above it. He was trying to undo my bra but couldn’t! Obviously, he was a naive boy. The first thought that crossed my mind was, we’re just friends! We’re not even committed! How can we do this? But my body had no intentions listening to my mind. I just wanted to be in his arms. He touched me... and kissed my lips and it was magical. I knew it wasn't love and yet I didn’t want him to stop!

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We kissed and kissed some more! Our tongues were dancing with each other when we sealed our lips together. He wanted to do more... I wanted to do more but we had other people around us! The night passed touching each other at places unexplored!

The following day, it felt different to both of us. We knew it was the effect of last night. But with morning, came the reality. We weren’t committed and what we had last night wasn’t what friends do.

We discussed this and decided to keep ourselves in limits and maintain the friendship we had. But the fact was our friendship had been effectively ruined that night.

We couldn’t resist for even a week and decided to continue our incomplete affair. And we booked a hotel for the same. Getting in the hotel wasn’t a problem. I had friends in the city and it wasn’t a task. 

From that day on, our rendezvous became a regular affair. We went to the hotel every fortnight and gave our bodies that much-needed pleasure. Sure, I started having more affection for him and he became a bit possessive for me. We knew we liked each other a lot, but none of us wanted to put a label to what we were having. Maybe we were scared of losing it once we put it in a label. I didn’t want to risk that. Nor did he.

We knew we were more than friends but less than lovers. Maybe we were Friends With Benefits! At some points, when I flirted with other boys or simply hang out with them, he would get jealous. He never said a word, yet his eyes said it all. And I kind of liked this arrangement. There were no strings attached. And yet some invisible strings were tying us together.

With college, our affair ended as well. But during this while, neither did he nor did I found anyone else. After changing cities, we almost lost touch with each other.

And today, when I look back I feel just fine. Because there weren’t any strings attached, right?

Cheers

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 “I am sharing a Half relationship story at BlogAdda in association with #HalfGirlfriend”

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Without You

Without you,

The days would be so blue,

No evening to look forward

No reason to pick a fight or two!

Without you,

Life would be so screwed

With no one around to share the woes

All I’ll have is bad mood!

Without you,

With whom will I share my stew?

And enjoy the beautiful view

And see the night pass through.

Without you,

Shopping would be so boring

No company to roam on the streets

No roaring because of your snoring!

Without you,

Gossips wouldn’t be fun

Nothing to spice it up

No joy in putting a pun! ;)

Without you,

With whom will I cry my heart’s woes?

And throw tantrums for no reason

And get my daily dose! ;)

Without you,

Who will point and tell my flaws?

And who will laugh at my faux pas?

And who will stand for me and applause?

Without you,

The Sunday cookings wouldn’t feel new

And my odd midnight cravings?

They wouldn’t be fulfilled with full credit and due!

Without you,

Who will I tease and get all pleasure?

And the endless tickles that take away your breath

Giving me our priceless laughter together, that I treasure!

Without you,

There will be no perfections

Life will be without directions

Without any connections!

~G

Linking this to Blogchatter Prompt- Without you

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10 things I love about my work

Do you love your work? I sure do. Life as a teacher has been acutely satisfying. So much so that a part of my life revolves around my work and my students. 

C'mon!. Let's explore the perks of being a teacher,

One The World knows my ability to talk! Just talk! And what better place could it be than a room filled with people, younger than your age, who have no other option than listening to you?! ;) :D Okay, jokes apart, I always find it therapeutic to interact with my students. No matter how my mood is, it always gets better after each class.

Two Who doesn’t like to stay amongst the younger crowd? Not that there is much of a difference between our ages, but it’s always a good thing to stay and meet people who’re younger than your age. It sure adds a new perspective to your thinking and involves so much of learning.

Three Isn’t it rewarding to see when someone looks up to you? To me, it’s even more motivating to keep myself live up to the expectations of my students. And that adds another sense of responsibility at the same time.

Four Daily interactions in the class, cracking jokes in order to make the subject more interesting, giving examples and going back to the time when I was a student! It makes me reminisce my old college days and all of this helps in keeping the child in me alive. 

Five Sure it occupies my time and helps me stay busy. And this is so important to keep my sanity alive. I know how miserable I get and how handy I become when I have too much of time to myself doing nothing. Sure, it ensures peace in my life :P

Six Taking one batch after the other and seeing your students come out with flying colors automatically does the due. The sense of respect in the loud and clear, ‘Thank you, Ma’am!!’ after each class is immensely satisfying. Along with the perks of recognition, accomplishing the sense of identity other being someone’s ‘Mrs’ is contagious!

Seven There was a point in my life where feeling worthless was the only sentiment I could sense.  Things changed with my work and helped me come out of that zone. The love that my students shower upon me, I don’t even know if I deserve that, but it feels exceptionally gratifying.

Eight And who can ignore the lifetime relationships and bonding that comes with it?

Nine My profession has taught me to embrace life, to consider the pebbles thrown at you as the stepping stones towards success and above all to feel grateful for changing lives for good, for shaping the thought process and for thriving towards excellence! 

Ten There was a time when I used to lose my cool real soon. But with time, my work has taught me to be patient and empathetic towards my students. Now I know, keeping calm and being a patient soul can do wonder to your class and of course, your life!

Thank goodness, I've not become like this :P

Does it ring a bell to you? Nope, you don’t necessarily have to be a teacher for it. Tell me if this post reminds you of any teacher? How were your experiences back then with them? Share with me and I am all ears J

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R- Risqué

I just want to grab her hard and feel her underneath. I simply love her gait and her curves. I so wish to undress her tonight and see her naked, thought Shiv.

The night was dark and flooded with emotions. Sia and Shiv were lost in each other; was it the music or the dance, or their love or the New Years’ Eve, who cares!

Without wasting much time, he took the lead and kissed her hard and grabbed her ass. Just the way he thought!

A night full of passion and lust, fervid emotions, and fiery movements united them... Forever!

Linking with A to Z Challenge 2016

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I am participating in April A to Z Blogging Challenge and my theme for this year is Feelings and Emotions in 101 words. This year I'm also a supporter on co-host AJ’s team as wHooligans, along with Shilpa Garg, LuAnn Braley and Doreen McGettigan. Keep visiting, keep sharing and keep showing the love in the comments box ;)

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Touch

Moments when you touch

I gasp so hard, my heart beats fast

Turns me red in love!

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Linking with Haiku Horizons

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Haiku is a traditional form of a Japanese poetry that consists of 3 lines, following a 5-7-5 syllable rule (first and third line 5 syllables, middle line 7 syllables). They don’t necessarily have to rhyme.

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O Morning! Why you come?

Everyone kept a safe distance from the flames

For nobody wanted to play such dangerous games!

Games, interesting they sound, huh?

Whiles away the time and make the moment fun.

Fun, that you and I were having last night

Doing naughty little things, turning them into sweet fights.

First time it was when we moved out together

Exploring the places, oblivious to the risk rather!

Hanging out, dining in, riding on the streets

What a wonderful time it was, when we moved into the sheets!

Scared and nervous, I felt then

You held my waist and brought me close instead

It was a dark dingy place with people groping me

Just one stern look and they were ready to be on their knees.

Excitement was running in the blood,

Thrill could be felt in the nerves

Our hearts were pounding hard,

Exploring the magic that was about to get starred!

I don’t know when, I don’t know how,

I melted into your arms, and felt just wow

Right in the middle of the night

I found you cuddling me just right!

That moment and that night

I never wanted it to see the day’s light

But the sun’s rays were all ready

Showering their love, waking us up already!

Just right then, you held me tight

Holding me from back, with all your might

The warmth of your hug, and the husky hard breath

How will I ever return, this eternal debt?

O morning, why you come?

You ended it all, once which was so much fun

I hate you for this, I hate you for coming

Because of you, we now have to part our ways!

Cheers

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Locking Lips

Dark it was around, when you illuminated me with your sensuous touch,
You held my hand, and felt it all, trembling me through. 
Your soft fingers and their seductive touch, 
Fervently raised and charged me up.
My heart was skipping a beat,
And my breath was gasping hard,
You held it tight and kept me intact. 
You came near me, and gave a peck on my cheeks, 
Drowning me with you 
And turning my color to pink from blue!

How I resisted you to come near me, 
and how you didn't stop at all. 
Not a single moment, 
not a single place you left untouched, 
melting me down, giving me a sweet soft kiss.
I love the way you suck my neck so hard,
Panting slowly, leaving your love marks!
And then grasping my hair, you draw yourself so close
Laying your lips on mine, stirring up my soul!
Grabbing my back, you pull me harder
Tremors I feel in my body, taking me to levels so farther!

Your tongue playing with mine,
Dancing and licking and slipping all around
Locking lips
Licking it round
How it bites my lower lip
Arousing me inside, 
Hearing things within us
My inner goddess finally confides!

How steamy things have got
I never ever thought
You would do this to me
I feel so glad, for your love I fought!

Linking with Friday Reflections

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Musings by the Sea

It was a bright sunny morning, when the boat was ready to sail

Father squalled, and called out my name, asking me to reach without fail.

Its full father, with so many people on it, I exclaimed

Don’t bother, just sit down, I promise you won’t be maimed!

The sand on the shore, and the stones hurting my feet

Handed me a collection of shells so neat!

The girl next to me is trying to make way

Moving a little forward and ready for the sway!

The bucket in my hand

And the thrill in my eyes

All set leave

This city full of spies!

Thousands of sailors have come together

Giving wings and not just feather

Wandering their hearts, chasing their dreams

Filled with hope and a fighting spirit it seems!

It’s going to be a bouncy way ahead

Rippling and riding over its head

In some hours, I’ll be at the other end of the world

So close to my desires, ready to be unfurled!

It happened all in a jiffy

Hoping it doesn’t get iffy!

Coming so close to what I’ve always wanted

Just a little more effort, my heart said undaunted

You’re very close to your destination

Get ready for this incredible revelation

For giving up will leave nothing in your hand

So keep your head high and take your own stand!

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Deserted in a Desert

I moved along with myself, deserted in a desert. Had nobody by my side but my love, my guitar.. with dreams in my eyes and dusk on my shoes, I cross the narrow route, for the path that I have chose.

I know there will be bruises on the way, and I have to follow my vision without going astray. No trees to give me shelter, no winds to show me the way. All I have is the burning desire that satiates my hunger and the sunshine above my head, giving me the company of my shadow.

It is going to be a long troublesome journey, but nothing has ever existed that can break the passion I have to make my own destiny.

For this path will lead to a beautiful end. Where I will rejoice the hardships that I had spend. Where I will be my best companion, who’s learnt to fight for himself and make its own way and relish its own company, without any regrets, without a heavy heart, but only tranquility coming in to make home inside this chaotic soul.

Published in Visual Verse :)

Happy Reading

Cheers

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