But you don’t choose
to say a word.
Our long drives where the only sound that is heard,
Is of the song on the radio!
Or when I say a goodbye wishing you the best for your day
And all you choose to do is walk by without even giving a
simple look!
It hurts no more... it hurts no more!
When you secretly
stalk your ex and show that it’s all good between us!
When you snap at me for the simple things I do, for the
excitement I show, for the love I express, for the laughters that I want to
bring!
When I lie beside you all night, trying to curl up in you,
And all you do is shift away, keeping a distance and giving me
blues!
When the only thing that I crave for is your gentle touch, filled
with love,
Only to realize that you don’t touch me, except when you
want to have sex!
It hurts no more... it hurts no more!
When you don’t notice me anymore,
Or even when you do, it’s more about how shabby I am,
How unorganized I stay, how there is no sense of responsibility
I have!
That all I do is bicker, pick up random things and have a
tiff with you for no reason!
When you say that you don’t feel attracted towards me
anymore!
That you have no interest in me or my life whatsoever!
That I should mind my own fucking business!
That I should do, eat, go, dress, buy, do anything in the
world,
Without you being around or you giving me any company!
It hurts no more... it hurts no more!
When you don’t talk to me at all... for days!
When you say you get bored with me and deny moving out just
because it’s the two of us!
When you refuse to take a walk with me,
Or refuse to hold my hand, plant me a kiss, come near me and
make real love!
When I see myself all drowned in you, liking things only for
you, and you in return pay no heed to what I have in my heart for you!
The only thing that ever mattered to me was love, was you...
but now, not anymore!
For it hurts no more to be a body without soul, to have a
life without love, to be all numb while having all the sense!
It hurts no more... it hurts no more!
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oh..I can feel the pain and bitterness of a lover's coldness in this beautiful poem..you have expressed all the emotions very well Geets! lovely :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Ankita :)
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Oh this is sad. Each instance is so real.
ReplyDeleteYes it is real.. and yes it was sad.. But like it's said.. Not anymore!
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Poignant poem. Such relations exist.
ReplyDeleteOf course they do.. if only people start talking about them!
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Interesting thoughts indeed, a delight to read.
ReplyDeleteThanks Blogoratti!
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Ah, the pain of love that is 'lost'.....!
ReplyDeleteYes.. well said Sunaina..
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Oh it does hurt no matter how one project's their feelings to the world. Each line felt so real and from a place of pain. :(
ReplyDeleteIt is real.. and it is from a place of pain Aditi.. but the bright side is it ain't anymore!
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Oh wow.. This is so sad, it's haunting..
ReplyDeleteYes it is..
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So so sad :/ rejection when the person is right by you all day and night is the biggest heart-breaker of all.
ReplyDeleteYes.. and dealing with it day and night.. but like they say, tough times only make you strong..!
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That's intense and so real. Beautifully done Geetika!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Parul..!!
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Wow.. you wrote very nicely, especially the transition between it hurts a lot to no more..
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That was very moving to read - so sad and painful, and makes we think that they have to find a way to heel or not longer be together. Well told, dear:-)
ReplyDeleteO yes..! That's another perception to it.. in order to stay together people tend to ignore many things..
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So sad this. And yet so beautifully narrated.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Soumya :)
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